Do More

I know that I have not been a constant presence here or on my facebook page but this is part of my goals list. I want to do more with my tarot and my runes and pendulum. I want to do more meditations. Even short ones. I would love to try a card a day with my tarot and Oracle cards. I also want to work up to actually doing readings one day. I want to work on my grimoire as well. If you all have any ideas on a bullet journal style grimoire, please let me know. Also feel free to leave comments and share pics on my facebook (wiccan love)

Merry solstice and blessed be

Grimoire ideas

Lately I have been into bullet journaling and I was thinking of making my grimoire into a bujo (short for bullet journal) style. I am still keeping it a secret from everyone. Most people just do not understand or they do not want to. Especially in the town where I live so keeping it secret works best for me. Let me know what your grimoire style is and whether you are open about your practice or secretive like me.

Hey!

Ok, the internet has been back on for a bit now but I just forgot to tell you all about it. And too I have been in a reading slump as of late. The best way out if it, I've come to realize is to post my reviews and the fact that I read this or that book instead of updating every single time I get a few chapters ahead. It is bringing me out of my slump a little. I may also just post reviews and thoughts on this blog and my wordpress blog. I thought about also just posting a list of books and what they are about instead. I'll think on it. Happy reading

No internet

Currently without internet so until it can get turned back on, I won't have any updates for you

Today

Today was interesting to say the least.....first off as I was going to put thing in my car to get ready to leave it started raining in a sudden downpour. Once I got in the car, soaking wet mind you, the rain slowed down and stopped as my family and I were driving. And then on my way to my friend's house, we got caught in a storm. Couldn't hardly see to drive and everything but then when we went to see a friend of my husband's it started raining again but only just a little bit. On the way home, though, the clouds were beautiful and fluffy but they looked as if they were being sucked up by something. It was pretty interesting. Honestly I take it as a complete sign to not help those certain people anymore. They have been dragging us down and down and I think it is time to put a stop to it.

Ostara 2019

And a happy Ostara to everyone out there this year. I really wanted to do some sort of ritual here just by myself but my kids are awake and my mom is here so I'll just have to do some sort of small ritual before bed. Maybe light some incense or something.

Sorry

I am terribly sorry for not keeping up with the journal prompts.  I just lost track of time. It is almost time for Ostara, I do believe. My birthday is also this month as is my oldest son's so we've been busy planning parties and such. I do apologize for it all. Today's post is to just brag about springtime and how beautifull it is. The tree flowers blooming and all the flowers blooming. My favorite trees are the dogwood and weeping willow trees. Dogwood has these white blooms in the springtime.

January prompts #14

Someone I am proud of:

Honestly, I am proud of both my husband and my boys. As a family, we have been through so much crap over these past eight years. Medically, my husband, myself and both our boys all have problems.  And each day is a struggle. My husband and both boys deal with glaucoma. I have seizures as well as a messed up knee, bladder problems and farsightedness.  But in spite of our problems, I remain confident that the Goddess is with us. Seizures are like a thing that lurks in the dark to me. I never know when they will happen. It scares me because I am always,always thinking "what if this..." "what if that" but in those moments I do know that She is with me because my children are never harmed.
I have young boys ages seven and two. They require a lot of attention especially my two year old who constantly wants me to hold him. I am so scared to be holding him and have a seizure and have him injured because of something that I cannot control. Its difficult enough being a mother but that added in makes it even more so.

I wasn't always a witch though. I had been raised as a Christian. Was even baptized and "saved" but it just didn't feel right to me. But then I discovered Wicca. And I have felt right at home ever since. So if you feel like giving up,  do not! The Goddess works in often strange ways but keep the faith, you won't be disappointed.