Someone I am proud of:
Honestly, I am proud of both my husband and my boys. As a family, we have been through so much crap over these past eight years. Medically, my husband, myself and both our boys all have problems. And each day is a struggle. My husband and both boys deal with glaucoma. I have seizures as well as a messed up knee, bladder problems and farsightedness. But in spite of our problems, I remain confident that the Goddess is with us. Seizures are like a thing that lurks in the dark to me. I never know when they will happen. It scares me because I am always,always thinking "what if this..." "what if that" but in those moments I do know that She is with me because my children are never harmed.
I have young boys ages seven and two. They require a lot of attention especially my two year old who constantly wants me to hold him. I am so scared to be holding him and have a seizure and have him injured because of something that I cannot control. Its difficult enough being a mother but that added in makes it even more so.
I wasn't always a witch though. I had been raised as a Christian. Was even baptized and "saved" but it just didn't feel right to me. But then I discovered Wicca. And I have felt right at home ever since. So if you feel like giving up, do not! The Goddess works in often strange ways but keep the faith, you won't be disappointed.
