Today

Today was interesting to say the least.....first off as I was going to put thing in my car to get ready to leave it started raining in a sudden downpour. Once I got in the car, soaking wet mind you, the rain slowed down and stopped as my family and I were driving. And then on my way to my friend's house, we got caught in a storm. Couldn't hardly see to drive and everything but then when we went to see a friend of my husband's it started raining again but only just a little bit. On the way home, though, the clouds were beautiful and fluffy but they looked as if they were being sucked up by something. It was pretty interesting. Honestly I take it as a complete sign to not help those certain people anymore. They have been dragging us down and down and I think it is time to put a stop to it.

Ostara 2019

And a happy Ostara to everyone out there this year. I really wanted to do some sort of ritual here just by myself but my kids are awake and my mom is here so I'll just have to do some sort of small ritual before bed. Maybe light some incense or something.

Sorry

I am terribly sorry for not keeping up with the journal prompts.  I just lost track of time. It is almost time for Ostara, I do believe. My birthday is also this month as is my oldest son's so we've been busy planning parties and such. I do apologize for it all. Today's post is to just brag about springtime and how beautifull it is. The tree flowers blooming and all the flowers blooming. My favorite trees are the dogwood and weeping willow trees. Dogwood has these white blooms in the springtime.

January prompts #14

Someone I am proud of:

Honestly, I am proud of both my husband and my boys. As a family, we have been through so much crap over these past eight years. Medically, my husband, myself and both our boys all have problems.  And each day is a struggle. My husband and both boys deal with glaucoma. I have seizures as well as a messed up knee, bladder problems and farsightedness.  But in spite of our problems, I remain confident that the Goddess is with us. Seizures are like a thing that lurks in the dark to me. I never know when they will happen. It scares me because I am always,always thinking "what if this..." "what if that" but in those moments I do know that She is with me because my children are never harmed.
I have young boys ages seven and two. They require a lot of attention especially my two year old who constantly wants me to hold him. I am so scared to be holding him and have a seizure and have him injured because of something that I cannot control. Its difficult enough being a mother but that added in makes it even more so.

I wasn't always a witch though. I had been raised as a Christian. Was even baptized and "saved" but it just didn't feel right to me. But then I discovered Wicca. And I have felt right at home ever since. So if you feel like giving up,  do not! The Goddess works in often strange ways but keep the faith, you won't be disappointed.

Why?

Why must it always come down to almost throwing punches before someone steps up? Everywhere you look and everywhere you turn; people are always wanting to "throw hands" on someone else. We have not made it very far from the caveman times. We are literally still cavemen (and women) except just a tad bit smarter. We still have moments where our anger out thinks our actions and we "throw hands" before we even think one single thought. We also get too offended way too easily over the tiniest things. It is so sad and just heartbreaking.
What is worse is that it gets worse and worse with every generation. The bible teaches you to hate everyone unless they meet a certain criteria. The church teaches you to hate everyone that does not go to your church on Sunday.  Everyday some new is teaching how to hate and who to hate.
Its heartbreaking to watch it.

It has come....

Ok, it has come to my attention that some witches are actually going to try to hex Kavanaugh. I am only guessing in that means they must be democratic in their political views.  I am not judging anyone here. Make no mistake in that. But the wiccan code says to harm none. Why don't you who are joining in this, wish for him to see the reality of his actions instead. Because what you send out comes back to you times three.
Meaning that say your hexing actually works, but it actually causes him harm. You will have to deal with that in your mind, heart and energy. It can lower your energy protection which makes you vulnerable to everything. Now is the time to show the world what Wiccans are really about. Going around hexing someone is not the way to go.
Please....change your minds and choose a different way.

Still here...

So so sorry for not posting so much but my husband and I were talking the other day and I had the thought that what if the earth is really the heaven that is talked about in the bible...God is supposed to call everyone up when it comes time so what if he really meant to raise you up out of your graves?
If this were true then we all are gods and goddesses tending to heaven ourselves and that pagans were right all along.
It's just a thought I had...let me know what your thoughts in it are...