13 reasons why...

I know this blog is supposed to be about spirituality but sometimes I just need to do something different. I recently watched 13 reasons why and i couldn't help but feel Hannah Baker's pain. I've been there. I was the kid in the lunchroom who sat alone for awhile. In high school I found friends among a few kids who were not the popular kids. They were beautiful souls that everyone took for granted. They saved me...mostly. if it weren't for them I would have went down a very dark road.
Most of us don't talk to each other now.for a little while I did go down that dark road but some of those beautiful souls saved me. And now they dont even talk to me at all. It's strange were life leads you. I wish that I could speak to those people again.that one person...
I've always had an interest in spirituality. Now that I have the freedom to explore it more, I find myself feeling at peace. I find that by diving into it, I have more feeling. I notice more now then I did. I feel like that by looking through the eyes of spirituality  I now have almost everything.

I am raising my kids to be more free.

A theme running...

Hello,
I just want to make a quick post about something I have noticed as a  difference in spirituality most organized religions. And that difference is how we view our bodies...

Christianity says to honor your body yet keep it covered up. My thought is that if you honor your body then why hide it? Pagan spirituality gives you an option to be however comfortable you are. It doesn't demand that you stay covered up at all times. I find that freeing. Now I have not tried doing anything skyclad for a few reasons but I love having the option that whether I choose to wear a special garment or go skyclad, I am still honoring my gods/goddesses and myself.
Christianity tends to destroy that individuality.

I love being free.

Today's messages

I admit that I do not pull out my tarot cards as often as I should.only when I have the urge to do so.today I did and it had exactly one clear message from the tarot and two different oracle cards....thats a pretty significant message. My cards are telling me to sit silently more and to meditate more.i even asked my pendulum and it confirmed all the messages.i do not know why but the gods and goddesses are telling me to meditate more.
I don't do meditations like I need to simply because I am a stay at home mom of two very young boys so it can be hard to find time to meditate.but I will.....i hope that I receive what ever message that's the divine is trying to tell me.

Urges

Hello all,
I don't normally have urges to do anything but I was doing my tarot spread today and I got the urge to do a protection saging. What that means is that I take my dragon's blood incense and just light it and walk around my home with it.i stop where I feel the need to and linger where I just feel that I should.today I noticed that I lingered around my front door and I lingered in my bedroom where my children are currently sleeping.i also felt the strong urge to leave it in the bedroom with them.i sometimes get the urge to leave it in a particular room but I never had the urge to leave it around anyone specific before.this is a first for me.
I just wanted to share this with you all.i know I have not posted awhile but I felt the need to post something today and I felt the need to post this so...here it is lol
Have a great day and blessed be

To be honest...

Ok,I will be honest with you.i have yet picked my magickal name.i cannot decide on one.i tried using numerology but it's a bit confusing.i want an earth based name but I just have not found the right one.maybe one day I will have one.i just wanted you whom are reading this,that you are not alone in the struggle to find a name.be patient.
Blessed be

Full moon blessings

I know that I am a bit late but I want to say full moon blessings and protection to all.

My belief...

Ok, I have noticed that this is not a very widely talked about subject within the pagan community.i support the second amendment and I fully support those who conceal carry their guns.as long as it is used to support the protection of my family and those around me.
I want to protect my kids and if that means carrying a weapon around to keep them from harm then that is what will happen.if you believe this then comment with your reasons why or why not if you don't. But remember to be nice and don't start arguements.