Need energy.....

Of late I feel like I have been under massive stress and worry to the point where I am starting to not take care of myself like I should be doing,especially since I find myself pregnant again. This pregnancy is particularly stressful and more "high risk" according to my gyn doctor. Plus the stress of everything going on in my life, I have slacked off on using and growing my reiki connections and abilities. Reiki never failedme when I first started exploring it but I have forgotten it and I hate myself for it.

Reiki is an ancient holistic Japanese healing practice that anyone, at any age, can practice with enough discipline. It can even be spread to be used on familiars and inanimate objects. All it takes is discipline and practice and patience.

Blessed be

Judge me?

I have this book that an aunt of mine have me for the sole purpose of trying to dissuade me from becoming a wiccan. I hate the book for the sole reason it is supposed to be about all religions but the major sections are Christian based religions and Wicca only gets a small very biased section in the very back of the book. The author of the book is a devout Christian so from the start his opinions become invalid to me.
The book is called the "indispensable guide to world religions" or something like that. Either way, I appreciate her effort,simply because she is the only one who has even made a single effort or whatever unlike everyone else in the family.

You have to respect the ones willing to try like that because they are the only ones who seem to care.

Tarot Journaling

So here lately I have been drawn to a few of my tarot and Oracle decks. I keep a rune journal that before now,I had no idea that inside the back cover was a secret pocket. I'm a bit excited about that actually. Anyway, I have two Oracle decks and at least three tarot decks. I have a fairy tarot deck which is the first ever tarot deck I ever bought. In one spread I did, the deck revealed that it is my happy childlike aspect.
I have a witches tarot deck that I have been using for the journaling of late, is my more serious, deep thought type of deck or so it revealed itself as. I have yet to use my third deck though.I've only opened it out of curiosity but haven't done any drawing with it Yet.this deck is the shadowscapes deck. I found out about this deck through a YouTube channel called MandI See.(I recommend you to go like and subscribe to her channels) the shadowscapes deck has not revealed it's teaching purpose to me yet but giving time it will.

I also have a pendulum that I have experimented with once or twice. It hasn't really spoke to me yet unlike my tarot cards but I feel like the time will come for it.

My Oracle decks are the earth magic deck and the goddess guidance deck. I was strongly pulled to the earth magic deck because I associate with the earth element the most. The goddess deck called to me because I've been feeling motherly of late.having one child and being pregnant with baby number two has made me that way :)

I keep looking online for other decks and I've come across a few that I might try to get in the near future. Tarot is addicting ❤

Self love

I tried this the other night when I was feeling overwhelmed. And it felt like a rush of relief once it was over. Its really simple. You just need two basic supplies: a lighter and a stick of rose incense.

Light the incense and visualize the smoke enveloping you in love and good feelings. Visualize the stress you have disappear with the smoke.

Do this until the incense has burned down all the way. Comment with your experience 💕